Monday, 22 October 2012

STRESS

Ok, several things are stressing me out right now:

1) Fucking essay. Writing is not my forte. "A single scientific experiment that changed the world"... I know many experiments. I don't want to write about the gold foil atom thing cos we did that to death in physics. I wanted to do Landsteiner's blood groups but there are only 2 books in the library about Landsteiner and both are irrelevant. Structure of DNA makes me angry cos Crick and Watson did almost nothing to work out the structure. And a friend is already doing Jenner, which I thought of by myself, but she'll see it as copying and I cba with friend issues this early on. Also referencing why how bluh?

2) Homestuck game Kickstarter! Boo ya getting me the gamepak 1 plus seerpak plus slickpak. Everything is awesome. Expensively awesome but it's ok cos Bevan and I are sharing so we split the cost woooooo! I can't wait for 2014! Oh dear, what is that Amazon payments? Payment declined? Oh ok, that's alright I'll pledge through PayPal on whatpumpkin instead, I'll cancel the Kickstarter everything will be cool. Yeah, see, got a confirmation email there saying I won't be charged. What's that bank statement? Charged twice? DA FUQ!

3) Work at McDonald's is SHIT and taking up all my free time and I'm still paying too much tax. I had to work all last weekend. I want to quit but I need the money. Being poor sucks.

4) Grandad's had another heart attack, and I can't visit him in the hospital cos I have to write the essay. Fuck you, universe.

Sorry to get all heavy with that, but Jake said anything is better than nothing. Hopefully I'll have fun again soon.

2 comments:

  1. Aw Mina. :( Life really can suck sometimes. It's good that you put this on here. :) Hope your Grandad is alright.

    On another note, OMG OMG YOU GOT SLICKPACK AND SEERPACK DO WANT. I only pledged for the game and the soundtrack. Those Tarot cards looked amazing! :D Homestuck's been a bit slow lately I feel, lots of exposition which, while entertaining, doesn't advance the story all that much. Thoughts? (spoiler free thoughts obv.)

    The work thing will just come with time. I know I'm barely managing to keep up with all my stuff. :P

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    1. He's alright so far but he has an infection so he couldn't have an operation :(

      OMG OMG YES! They're going to be so awesome! And I'll be wearing the spade t-shirt all the time :D I don't think it can be advanced all that much because I fear it's coming to an end soon, though that isn't confirmed :S I still enjoy it but I listened to some old albums the other day, remember the first troll game with Karkat's theme? Nostalgia attack or what? :L I think it feels slow because I no longer get to read one after another all day because I'm all caught up, and we just had that massive hiatus.

      And yeah, essay's almost done now. I did Jenner cos fuck it, I don't really care what she thinks.

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